Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Hmmmmm... Just realized that I'm very bored of my life... 18 years have gone by and yet I've not gotten the type of life I've been seeking for... Is god really there holding me telling me that the world is revolving because we are revolving too or is there a need to just let life be the way it has been all along??? I'm sick of having to get up early after a long day's hard work, when mmy feet are still sore from the previous day's hardwork... But too bad, I've made a decision into such a life and i might just have to stay with it till I'm old... When i was a kid, I've longed to grow up faster and see how its like to be an adult.. Now, i kinna wish i was a child again, innocent, and naive. Its like a "thing" we all face once in a while, hoping for a impossible miracle... I'm like the table's centre piece now.. And I'm tired of being the centre piece, that just decorates the table and nothing else... I prefer to be the salt and pepper if I had the choice, at least to the last and, I'm of a use... I just wish that life would have a change for the better, and that we can all live in a more peaceful way now... My changes have subsided when I realized that I have someone with me, no matter what happens.. But it seems as though these facts are there but have to go through long persuasion to have happen.. maybe i have to just await a peaceful happening... Show a path alright???
love
Deborah
``*Debbie* ; 11:17 PM
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