Saturday, May 21, 2005
Its been like five days since I last saw shaiful and I am really like missing the guy a lot.. on 15 may, it was shaiful last day as he breaks off for the preparation for his school and I am currently upon the survival scale right about now.. on Monday, I met shaiful outside marche and we went for a walk.. we were holding each other and walking literally like a couple.. and then we decided to go back to marche’s hotel califionia and rest before the party begins.. there he was telling me stories about how he got the wounds on his hands and how he changed from a really bad kid to a matured person.. I didn’t realized that as he was telling me all the stories I was actually lying on his shoulder listening to him ever so attentively.. and he wasn’t minding my heavy weight on his shoulder at all.. I was actually enjoying the moment that we were sharing together and I was feeling really fortunate at that moment.. I wished it never had to end.. when the party eventually ended, Claire actually neglected shaiful and I ended up walking with him to take company transport.. we tool our last picture before we had our goodbyes and I have it as my screen saver and wall paper on my phone… god, why must he be a malay… will we ever have a relationship that will work out? Will he ever because of me and I because of him just love each other for love and not to have religion come into our lives??? I think I have already been in a wrong path and now I hope the path is meant for it…
``*Debbie* ; 6:53 PM
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