Sunday, April 18, 2004
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
``*Debbie* ; 8:16 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
when i visited my grandmother each day at the hospital, i have a vision of a very frail looking person.. emotions would overwhelm me then as i recall the thoughts of how it feels to have her nag at me each day to study.. to loose weight... she was always very into the encouragement is good as she believed in encouraging those that do not necessary do well yet have tried their best.. she has been becoming more and more weak each day and it really hurts to see her like this.. i have tired covering up all these emotions with crazy thinkings of some childish thoughts but the emotion would always find it's way back.. but all i could say is when the time is right, the one whom you love might just have to go and there is nothing we can do to stop it.. holding on to it might cause things to become worse..
well as for school, out street feestival is going on well,just that maybe there are abit of problems with some people... i did try to do my part le.. well i have done whats right and i might hope for the best
``*Debbie* ; 11:10 PM
Monday, April 12, 2004
hmmmmm... its been long since i came to my blogger... hahahaha... school indeed sucks as i had to drag myself up sooooooo early in the morning just to come for some boring lessons that are damn irritating... mama chan is getting on my nerves man... some stupid test only wanna copy so many times.... well, life kinna sucks when one is gonna loose a person who is so important in my life, esp when the person is your own family member.. times are really hard now... i know that is a matter of time my address would change, need not say... well i only know that she was going to somewhere peace full place.. indeed my faith for god has become stronger and i know that 'he' will always be there for me...
for all thats has yet to happen and to those who has been wrong to me, i wouldn't care about them anymore... why should i waste my time on such people... i have my friends and family and i am happy enough
``*Debbie* ; 10:27 AM
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