Friday, July 30, 2004
All of a sudden, I realized that I had a form of hatred for the man whom I thought I treasured the most.. I wondered why... I've often thought to myself why I love one so much yet deceiving myself of my real feelings... I knew well that I've not forgotten Steven and I knew well that I've still loved him.. But what are all these I'm doing to myself? Am I believing my heart or am I doing what my mind told me to?.. Its hard to forget the past and try to remember the moments.. Have I really created hate upon that man or have I only overcome my own thinking?
My conversation with emiko had suddenly focused upon a man whom I believed I might never get to see anymore.. Yet, his presence is what I longed for.. I missed that tall built and freaky looking eye glasses that he used to slip upon that tender looking nose-bridge... If I could see him once again, I might never want to forget that particular look in him ever...I hoped that by fate, there would be a chance one day that I might meet him once again.. Selfishly, without anyone else in his life so as to hope for a chance to be near him... Is love really so tender, is it so hard to forget when we encounter it, till now I haven't found the answer yet.. But I really want to know how much love can overcome and what it was like to have someone love you like your very own father loving his daughter that he would anything at all to ensure the happiness, safety, thoughts and hintings... That he could sense what our minds are going through when we are in a mix of thoughts.. I just hope for you to know, that I've love you once.. And have still loved you so... I might never forget you... Wherever you are, thank you for being my friend... Steven.....
``*Debbie* ; 9:51 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
hahaha... the class gathering was rather screwed but it was damn fun man... we went to prank all those people man... actually its like first time get to see a class come together... but its not the first time the class work together.. ha... maybe its because all those people who were very negetive before were outta this class but this damn good class still have two people that are so damn outcasting... idiots man... cannot say them one cause they very easily angry... haha... bleah... dun wanna talk about them la
``*Debbie* ; 10:03 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
haha... sian man... thought of having a perfect one in a life time class plus teachers gethering but nope... thats not going to happen... hehe... nevermind.. now that csp not going eze also won't go... den like this damn sian man.. totally boring.. haha.. nevermind, whether it will suceed or not depends on tomorrow!!! all the best to it man..
``*Debbie* ; 9:18 PM
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