MY MEMORIES
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Life is like a dream, it might not just look upon what we think it is. Yet on the other hand, it turned out to be the way we wanted it to be. I realised that when i was feeling happy, i'll be living in a dream that is likely to never come through. But i always told myself that i should bever give up on anything, no matter what the outcome might become. Two years ago, i told myself that one day i will become a chair-person of the class, although now i was only a deputy, i became one, because i told myself that i want to be just like him, a class something. It was not an easy job to take this role, it seems like everyone thought that it was easy but no, it wasn't. It might only take afew to agree with this statement.
After so many years, i've not forgotten this one person in my life, i was still in the thoughts of hope that if i was just strong enough, i will one day have my dream come thought. Will i? i really wouldn't know all of these. Have he forgotten me, this one gitl that still like this man whom she thought was the one and only in her life, althought never a love affair started. Well, i did, i tried to have a relationship enter my life but it did not work out, i could not love that person at all. It was really very unfair to him that i have him as a man in my life, yet thinking of another in my heart. Has he forgotten me? Really, i wanted the answer to come to me. Is he happy now in the life he is having, are the things in his life going smoothly? I wanted to know all, it might just enlighten all the load that is sagging onto my heart and mind. Is he ever going to return to the world that i can at least be near to him?
I had a dream once that he came back. Then i received a invitation card by him to attend his wedding. Utterly shocked as i was but i could not say no. The dream was broken when i awoke to find out that tears were already rolling down my cheeks. Am i feeling all these? I wanted to know all... Do you still remember me? Have you forgotten me?
``*Debbie* ; 10:02 PM
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