MY MEMORIES
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
hmmmm sian man.. now that chanho has actually become so much better than last time, i think that it is possible for us to communicate whan there is a need.. ha has become so much more matured and encouraging.. well i think that the class have to sometimes pay attention to some of the few people who felt neglacted before.. hmmmm.. now my goal is to pass chinese and not to see it again....
``*Debbie* ; 5:54 PM
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
i was walking alone on friday night thinking of many things that have to be done and to clear... i might have created my one and only wish and that is maybe to just be with the class where everyone just loves the company of eachother and that there will not be any form of backstabbings at all.. maybe there are reasons that link the quarrels and arguements behind but whats all these when there is no trust..
i begen to find myself one day in the mids of changing people.. it somehow seemed that daphne don't talk to me anymore or she is just changing to a different character.. suspecions may be there but what are these suspecions when people just cannot trust eachother anymore.. sometimes i ask myself.. is emiko the only one who i can trust now or is there others who i can still put in a level of trust onto.. i might have developed feelings for someone but i must not show my feelings.. if i can maintain a friendship by keeping these feelings in then i might just do that.. if its all i can do i will... i realise that i have fallen in love to music that have only plain piano and words as they can really hit the heart when it comes to self reflection... i dun understand why but i realised that i have developed a character whereby even though people have offended me today, tomorrow they will still be my friend.. i don't want to look down on others for what they have done or said but to just forgive and forget.. if by doing so i can have more friends than i shall do so... i remember once ps did something to me.. although it was like another friend who have told me what happened, i was only angry at that moment and tried my best to forget what has happened.. maybe i should always do that.. than people who want to hurt me would then realise that its useless to offend me as even how bad it was it would be forgotten tomorrow.. and that i would still help them if they needed help.. !!!
``*Debbie* ; 6:52 PM
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